sam after reading your first post, then this, something isnt right, man screw all that, first, your too young to be really serious, i know that hurt's, but i know from my divorce at 21, i thought the world ended, but after awhile, i found out life does go on, now that im an old geezer, heheh, i went out in the world & had a blast , tilll i reached my mid -to later 20's, then i was ready to settle down & get married, no regret's. i hope i helped you, if not , then just disregard, take care bro, there is more than one girl out there, you might find something better, cya. marty.
