ugh... what is it with women nowadays.....? (not all, just most) For them, the grass IS always greener on the other side... they are constantly looking for bigger and better. I can't stand it. My only solace is knowing that when they're 40 and everything is hanging low and they have 4 kids, they will not have their pick anymore!
I feel for ya man... I have just gone through some crap too, and it hurts, but I know, as you do too, time makes it better. Keep busy, enjoy your new blower, and let her go. She doesn't deserve you.