[Mach 1]

I had to get rid of my cat when I got married. One cat didnt like the other one...if you know what I mean. It wasnt terribly difficult, as I wasnt terribly attached to this particular cat.

Anyway. just be strong bro, theres nothing else you can do. Death is part of life, and its waiting for all of us eventually. You dont have to hold her in your arms when she dies. Just drop her off and try not to think about it. Holding her when she goes would be too hard.
I had a dog that died in my arms, so I speak from experience.
You dont want to go that route..