Well Merc I really don't know what do say
. I can't offer any real advice. All I can say is that my prayers are with you in these troubled times.
I know how you feel about the mental problems. I was in the same boat a several years ago. Ironicly that's why I'm here today. I needed something to absorb myself into and, belive it or not, it was Mustangs(and automotics in general) that offered a place of...........solitude if you will.....a place where no one judged me.