[7000rpmisheaven]

Demon I wanted to give you my point of veiw. You want to here it cause I am a few years ahead of you. I was just like you. My parents were up my *** all day long and I was 150% rebel. I had once stole the car in the middle of the night and drove it to Illinois on a provisional drivers liscense, and I live in maryland. I had your same attitude. I don't want to preach to you or tell you that you need to starighten up. So please read my whole post. Don't worry I'll keep it short.
I just want to say that I had your same habits and same attitude. I would stay out all night and sometimes for days at a time. All I want to tell you in this post is how thinks worked out for me. We both know that no one is going to tell you how to live your life. We both know thats half the reason for your attitude.
I am going to turn 20 in a few months. A week after my 18th birthday I got kicked out. But I was happy. I had no trouble living on my own. I quit school and got full time job. It was the best and worst thing that could have happened. I could do whatever I wanted. But i found that i needed money to do what i wanted. I found that i had to work extra hard to get the money i needed. it is hard to find a decent job without that diploma.

To get to the point. When I was your age a few years ago I swore that my parents were wrong and that I was right. I swore that I would never feel like the things I did were wrong. Demon I am telling you "I told you so" now. Because sometime in the future you will say that they were right all along. Someday you will see that in there place you would have done no different.

I give no advice on how you should act. But I do wish you luck that everything will turn out ok eventually.

There is a saying "When I was 18 my parents knew nothing. When I was 21 I was astonished by how much they had learned it just 3 years"