[1969Mach1]

I can relate to PKRWUD's experience.

It was the reason why I broke up with my ex-gf and why we arn't back together. I had a good suspicion that she liked some other guy. Well, I read a msg she sent to a friend that she still liked this guy. That bothered me a lot and still - to this day - I think about it everyday.

She said the email was a joke but it clearly wasn't, then she started talking on the phone with him and I was put on hold for like 5-10 minutes sometimes, then I would catch her sometimes lying about who she was talking to when she was talking to him, and then she'd go out with him and stuff, and then one day we got into a fight and she's like; "I'm going to see him". I was at school talking to her and she was off school (exams) and that drove me to the nut house. She's like "I'm going to his house" and it was just going to be them two.

She never ended up going but the fact that she knew it would of pissed me off drove me crazy. And apparently he told her he likes her, too. So I was pushed to the very edge, then we made a deal she could read the history on ICQ (Chatting program) of someone on my list and she picked someone I used to like way before her. So I was at her house one night and I asked to read the history between her and this guy and she wouldn't let me read it. She said there was stuff in there that would hurt me too much, and said she'd send it later but I said no, or never so she couldn't change it. Her choice was still not to send it.

Later that night I had had enough. I was in so much pain just thinking what was in that history that I said it was better if we were friends, and it's been 2+ weeks since then and I still feel the same way, I will never get over that thought. It'll always be in my mind.

She later said there was nothing in the history just she called me some names when she was mad at me but I said then I still don't want to play childish games. I never once called my g/f a bad name to anyone. I stuck up for her all the time. I would never even think of cheating on her. I wouldn't even look at another girl.

I was pushed over the edge and just let go of a situation. I didn't want to be a part of. She wants to get back together and claims she doesn't like him but I know it'll be to hard to get back together. I like it the way things are now, we're friends, we still go do things together so it's all good.

Take Care,

§am

P.S. - This was mostly a venting message with the moral being Sometimes in life you just got to let go when it becomes to much and you can't handle it.