Man I hate to have to tell you this but: YOU HAVE A DRINKING PROBLEM.
Sorry about the caps but I went down the same road.I didn't drink until I joined the Navy, then I made up for it. I used to drink almost a gallon of Jim Beam per day!
Yes , I did my work on the ship. I had blackouts all the time. I knew if I woke up on the ship I was in trouble. If I woke up in my apartment, somebody carried me there. It took me a few years & alcohol rehab to stop.
I won't lie - I slip every now and then- New Year's Eve etc. but I just drink beer when I do. It's no better, but the hard stuff makes me sick to smell it. My advice is too seek help. I can't tell you are a alcoholic - you have to decide that yourself - but believe me, when you get into your 40's you'll feel it bad in your body.
Just my .02 worth I'm trying to help...not get on your case, O.K.?
Take care & Good Luck to you
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goodbye for now odie,r.i.p. 11-27-03
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