Hang in there big guy, it will start to clear up soon. Everyone goes through these and we can all empathise (sp) with you. Life throws these times at us to test our resolve and make sure we are challenged in the fullest. Don't let the garbage overwhelm and win. Nothing is ever "too much" for this group. We know you will pull through soon and will be able to look back on this as another chapter in life ended with many more left to come that lead to a happy ending long from now. Chin up yo!
Light Em Up!!!
Jonathan