I remeber the previous posts Merc. I felt for you then and I feel for you now. Friends can give you advice, but not a soul on Earth is going to know exactly what you are feeling and dealing with. You probably feel that way (I did). I've been through a break up after 3 long years myself and can say it was right up there with my Father's death as one of the worst things I've ever gone through. I thought I had lost the only love I'd ever know and was depressed forever it seemed. Even through two or three other relationships I still felt this way. But, I have since met my wife and am very happy I stuck it out through the bad times to be living the "good" life now. One thing though that has changed - I can honestly say a woman will never hurt me like that again. I don't know if it's the fact that I still miss her and still love her, or if it's something I have learned from this telling me I'll be all right. Whatever it is I am stronger now. You will be too. Life only gets better man.
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