No one sings a song about how it really is.

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Originally posted by jocatmust
So have you rushed past love and not given it one more chance? Is there that special one for you that you have looked deep into their eyes? I have find that special one for me, but I let outside influences and stupid stuff mess it up. Now it seems from him there is no fixing it, even thou I desperately want to. i always think that if you have love, you can! I would love to see my special someone and tell him just how wonderful i think he is. I miss him so much.

I've just never gone out with or dated anyone with my values and share what i'd like to do in life. I've dated girls that were fun to be with and i liked but no one i felt "love" or felt very deeply for. I'm in no hurry though I've let outside influences affect my relationships before and i learned from that quickly, people will tell you one thing and do something completely different themselves. I know what it's like to ruin something you have with someone and be helpless because you can't undo what happened. I'm sorry to hear you lost that someone.