Father pushes me aside..Never wants to see me again

Welp,I never thought this day would come,but it has.

Tonight after work,I stopped over to use my father's garage as I always have to fix a ignition problem with my work car(GM-Malibu).Well in the process,while he was helping me to diagnose the problem,he becames angry only because I told him to quit shouting at me.I try to give my points of view on the potential problem,then he would simply shout at me.Then he tells me to never bring a car back to his garage again..

I ask why,but in return he pushes me towards the car,trying to force me into the car.In instinct,I push back,then he gets ready to swing at me.I simply told him if he hits me I'll never come around him again.It was then he told me he doesn't want me around anymore..

So as I sit at this moment I realize what my mother went through while they were married for 15 years..they are now divorced.My father has always had a anger problem,and tonight I was on the receiving end.As of right now I have no-where to work on any of my vehicles,my work car or the mustang,I have a father telling me he doesn't want me around anymore..

Not to mention I wanted so dearly to run the car this summer for the very first time down the 1/4 mile. But as of right now,that dream has been moved further away from reality.

I'm sitting here right now upset and hurt and feel like my heart has been just ripped out..

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Paxton Blown 87GT
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