Mercury,
I was there minus the girl probs. At that time I thought I was lost and/or was in a boat with no oars. Not to many people around me were really happy either.
Then I just picked myself up by my bootstraps. I quit smoking, started working out, and indirectly helped people by pedaling a bike for cancer foundations.
I don't work out much at a gym much but still go on bike rides, swim, go to races, fests etc.
When there is no wind in my sails I just sleep and then maybe take to some other challenges out there.
If I had a job like yours I would seriously consider finding a new one right away. Unless of course you see some light at the end of the tunnel, like maybe after talking with a manager about your job problems. If you've been with that co. for awhile they should wanna work with you.
And if your stepdad doesn't want to have any visitors then just send him a some ink or hire some girls to strip for him. lol
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