I feel bad for you man. I know how **** can really happen. But theres only one thing I can tell you, and its the key.
Depression is caused by yourself. Things are always going to go wrong. If you sit around and dwell on those bad things, and keep worring about it, and bringing yourself down your going to stay down. And sometimes you almost just want to sit there and wallow in your own misery. Im someway is it ful-fulling.
What you have to do. Is drag yourself up and out of that. Whatever way you can. Focus on the positive. Your step dads gonna be out soon. If you don't want that **** to happen to you at work. Voice your opinion. Even if it doesn't help, just focus on wha tyou can do to try and train for this new position. BE POSITIVE! It sounds way too easy, but only you can whip yourself out of this.
Ive been in the same position before, and I'm speaking exactly from experience.
Only you can do it!
Skyler
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-1989 Saleen Mustang #406-
TFS TW Heads, E-303, Edelbrock intake, 70mm TB, 73mm MAF, 24lb injectors, 1 5/8 shorties, Off Road H, 3 Chamber flows, Jaz Race seats, Back seat removed, sub-frames, Roll Cage, and a 80 shot of N20.
12.55@107 Motor