problems problems
Let me tell you a lil bit about myself since everyone else is telling their personal stories. i could make you guys feel a lil bit better or worse after you hear this. I have been sitting on my lazzy azz for almost 3 months trying to find a computer tech position all over San Diego. In the process I already lost my gf, my mustang, all my savings, have lots of bills such as fines and car payments, and recently was thrown in jail for something I didnt do. Now I'm just waiting to get kicked out from my parent's for not trying to make it better for myself and them. My mom is the type of person who works 24/7 and only makes minimun, enough to pay the bills and to feed the lil sisters. My dad is the type of person who sells drugs and disappears from the family for months and doesnt even bother to call any of us (we know he has another family to support). We live in shitties neighborhood where ppl tag on our walls, break into stuff, leave trash all over, smells bad, flys buggin all over, its hot as hell, next door neighbors play their music super loud
What's keeping me busy from going crazy is reading through the corral, mustangworks, stangnet, mustanggt, and other chat clients. And the only thing thats keeping me alive is the pot. i love smoking this stuff..it makes me realize and analize stuff. so yeah it is helping with my depression big time.
I really believe I'm going to find a good job this week and after that everything is going to change. hopefully recover everything i lost from day one. and for now im just there ...trying to survive and hang in there.
so Mercury, its okay to feel like this sometimes. This is what makes you tough and mature. other ppl have it worse around the world.
david