Christmas, divorced family, I don't get it.

[DAN-MAN]

Anybody here have parents that are divorced? Mine are. They've been divorced for almost 10 years now. It was extremely hard on me through that time. I was extremely depressed for about two years following the divorce. I think that some people will agree on what happened next. I blamed myself for their breaking up. I had suicidal thoughts. I wanted to beat him up, or even better, kill him. Make him pay for what he'd done to me.

He yelled at me once, I believe while he was taking my sister and I home. That was the final straw. (This is why my christmases suck anymore). No more. I quit going and seeing him. He's history from my life forever. I was hoping my sister would follow my lead. She hasn't, however.

She continued to see him. Sometimes it was good and sometimes it was bad. It has gotten to the point now where they will lock horns anytime she's over there. It's also not unusual for her to come home crying her eyes out over them fighting or something he said to her (that's very rare to happen, i might add).

But this thing he did just a few days ago has pissed me off and brought alot of the bad feelings back. He came to get her Tuesday night. She'd planned to go and spend Christmas with him and then come back and spend it with us. Well, he showed up here drunk. She had to drive him back to his house and he yelled at her the whole time. Se finally ended up calling a friend and she came and picked her up. She spent the night there.

Because of him, I'm now furious, along with the rest of my family. I never thought that worthless bastard would do something like that, but he did. And to make things even better, she up and tells us last night that she's going to dallas with him today. WTF!! What the hell is taking about? She's going with him to Dallas after what he did to her. Now I really want to kick his ***. Her's too.

I'm just furious and wanted to vent. Sorry for telling my life's story, but I wanted to give the person reading a little more perspective of what's happening.

One of these day's he'll pay. It's like a friend of mine says, "he'll be down shoveling coal on third shift." If you get my drift...

Daniel.