[lx5091]

will it help any of you understand me better if I explain my life?

I aslo have had people extremely close to me die of cancer, I too will probably die of cancer, there is so much in my family. I sympathize with anyone going through it. I don't go around telling everyone because I need sympathy, but mabye that is not what dirtbiker is doing. Maybe him mentioning that goes beyond the scope of my understanding.

I am a very funny, loveable, friendly, COURTEOUS, generous, helping person who really would go out of his way for anyone. I don't have to know you to help you.

I find humor in alot of things that for some reason other people don't pick up on. I understand Tom Green, I don't neccessarily like him, but I know what it feels like to find something funny that other people think is serious.

How many times could I say that I didn't mean to hurt someone, that I thought that too many people were bickering back and forth in the post: "this is it someone better help or i am selling this car", so I tried to point that out.

Instead I get turned into a heartless devil that need to be punished.

WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY and forgive me for what I don't think I did wrong?

Shall I fly to where you all live and kiss your feet?

Please, I beg of you, to believe me when I say it was a mistake writing that reply and may I please continue to enjoy the grace of your company here at MW?