[TXinPA]

being totally alone is one of my biggest fears. being homeless is another. that is why i'm scared right now. i am homeless, the closest thing i'll have to a home in a couple of weeks is a motor home, and the motel rooms i stay in when i'm out of town because of work. as far as alone, i have family out of state, but i'm not very close with any of them. i had a fiance, but i seem to be too much of a mental case for him. i don't have any friends near where i live. i have a decent job. if i loose that, i don't know what i'd do. there is a possibility of of a new boyfriend that lives in nj, who knows what the future holds. good things i hope. because hope is all i have.