Wow dude you should sooooo not be getting married. Your attitude about it stinks, and quite frankly makes my mind wander to our nation's divorce rate
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If you have any doubts, or misgivings about the individual that you are marrying, you need to check yourself, and FAST. I met the man that I am going to marry a while ago, and I haven't questioned it since. We ride together, play with mustangs together, sleep late and mooch around and watch cartoons together.
When the time comes to make that decision, there is NO way I would say yes to something that changes both of our lives forever just because I feel like I have to crap or get off the john...just seeing that saying pertaining to marriage breaks my heart.
Pull the trigger? I hope you dont talk like that in front of her. That's totally disrespectful, and I would hope THAT is the type of crap she wouldn't let go on, not your football watching. There is nothing wrong with personal time on the weekends. If she wants to end this, there is something wrong here. I don't know whether to rant on about your bad attitude or the fact that she wouldn't want you to keep doing what you loved...yark too much biatching in general...
I just think that marriage with the right person is the beginning of a great new life...doing all the things you LOVE, but with someone you want by your side all the time, not a death sentence. I think you're going to end up being a very unhappy man