Even though you'll say you don't want it, and I know you don't need it, know that there is a hug waiting for you, ya know. I know exactly what it's like to own an animal with that same type of problem. My dog, Pepper (a shih tzu) has cysts in her bladder and we basically bide time until the day when she gets very ill and we have to put her down. She wouldn't survive surgery. So I know how it is. Sucks...Conan was a very cool cat. But you can't beat yourself up for it because there was nothing you could do. I think feeling like you let something down is more painful in lots of ways than mourning.
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