man chris that does suck i have been through some great dogs also , i even hav a pet cemetarary in a corner of my yard , favorite blacky, was a stray that was just laying on our porch when we moved in , i shooed him away, but he came back, so i let himstay, well 2 chows attacked him & ripped him up, i doctored him up & he made it , heheh one of the chows didnt, i put 2 357's in his azz, well a year later he got in a fight again, i knew he was hurt but i told lee i would take him to the vet , the next day, well i woke up & he had frozen to death, i felt so bad, he was the first in my cemetary, i finally got a rott, but after lee got the big c, i had to give her away,but lee is more important, because we couldnt have a dog in the house, but my daughter in indy has her, but hang in there bro i know it hurts & sucks but time does make things easier, maybe its better if you drop her off there & drive away, take care, marty.
