Well, I feel for you, I've basically lost my faith too...I try to make myself believe that I still have it, but let's be real--that's something you just can't lie to yourself about

Since I'm so undecided about it, I basically just avoid it, push it away and refuse to confront my feelings on any matters pertaining to religion.
I try to remember why I believed in the first place, but everyday something happens that reminds me why I basically no longer do...