I saw her graduate today, when I left the graduation, I didn't say hi or bye to her. Although she saw me in my car and I drove off she said bye to me and I just waved. I was so heart broken to see her go but then I was happy for the fact that she will have so much of a better life then me. She's the one who taught me to love. I don't want to love again if it's not with her. I know for a fact that nothing can become of us, so I think that I'm going to stay celibate forever because love hurts to much and it's to depressing. I don't want to love again to someone else, maybe as a friend but nothing more because I don't like that vulnarability. I swear that my heart still hurts thinking of her. She meant everything to me. Now I have to see her go.
