[1969Mach1]

Well I guess I've officially become a Mustang owner. I now open my love to my car more then my g/f. Apparently the grass is greener on the other side. I read tonight that she is planning on breaking up with me and blaming it on she has lost her relationship with her friends. That is bs, her friends always used to leave her behind and did stuff with out her and I would always come to her rescue. This so much bull ****. I'm sorry I'm just really in a wreck right now. And also read how that guy she used to like she still likes him and he likes her and ****. This is bs, she is thinking of leaving me for another guy. I can't even express what I'm feeling cause it'll be a whole lotta astricts ************ those thingies. So looks like I was pretty much used for my money, and car, and my caring and being there when she needed me and now that a guy with more money, better looking, better cars (not that she cares overly much) but he has a car all to himself all the time too. She hasn't broken up with me yet but if it doesn't happen I will be left with no choice to do it, and sadly enough it won't be pretty. I never want to speak to her again, I love her so much and it hurts to say that but it hurts way more to know that this will keep on happening. I am young, I will survive this battle, have I learned anything. I'm going to say no cause if I'd to say yes it would be not to trust woman, but that is not the case. If anything, maybe to be more aware, play the cards alittle smoother and lay back and enjoy the single life for awhile. I will enjoy the love of my car. Mr 50 sorry I didn't mean a harsh reply, it's just been a tough week and I have a hard time handeling stuff. I really appreciate your response and everyone elses just please don't hold it agaist me if I snap. I can't even explain how much it hurts to find out someone you love and intended on spending your whole life with, that you cared and cherished threw anytime has now decided to leave you for someone else.

One Sad Mofo,
§am.