[1969Mach1]

Yeh I know Pkrwud but man it's really hard. I still love and care for her and it's hard to go on with out her. I havn't ate in anything in like 40 hours, I'm just not hungry. My mind is still set on this whole situation and how she is gone. She told me that she didn't like this guy and everything and I believe her in a way cause it's like she is two seperate people, 1 being the one I love and will always care for, and the one that I just happen to find stuff out about. Like liking someone else. It's like it's not true, so I'm so tempted to be back with her. It's really tough, I feel so torn apart right now like I just feel like driving tell I can drive no farther way from civilation. I'm just afraid of being alone, I love always talking to someone, and telling them how I feel and what's going on and I like to listen to people talk. Like on a 1 on 1 basis. Now it's like I'm all alone which is true. Guess I gotta get used to this feeling. I want her back but I'm too afraid this will happen again and I know I will always be paranoid of it happening. Guess it's time to move on and learn about the real world, it's cold and heartless and people just look after themselves.

Thanks for everyones input, it's greatly appreciated.
§am.