[silver_pilate]

That was a good one to read, John.

Basically it comes down to this. I talked to her last night and she says that several other guys have asked her out in the last couple of weeks. Her words were that she is confused about what to do. She doesn't know that she wants to be "dating" anyone right now, and as far as I know, she hasn't accepted any of the other proposals.

In other words, she doesn't know what she wants. She says all the normal stuff like she'd still like to do stuff with me, etc. etc. Been there done that. I'm taking her to dinner (lunch fell through due to class conflicts) because we had agreed to do so, and I'm sure we will enjoy each other's company. But, basically, I'm not going to pursue anything beyond friendship right now. I'll leave that decision up to her. If she decides later on what she wants, and I'm not dating someone else, we'll see. However, I'm not going to hang my hat on that one. Anyway, kinda added a downer to my night last night.

Of course, after that, the night got worse. On a good note, I went to a friend's appartment (another girl I grew up with who just moved up here) because she fixed up some fajitas. Don't get any ideas...she's engaged and just a friend. However, after that, I came to the school to study. Nobody was here. Kinda lonely . I threw a CD on and studied CMDT until after midnight sometime. When I decided to leave, I head out to the car only to find the damned thing doesn't start (the Geo), and of course no one is around. The weather has been dreary and gray for the last two days. So of course it's wet, cold, and foggy like you wouldn't believe. At least it wasn't raining. So I walk/jog the 20 minutes it takes me to get to my appartment. As I'm walking along, I pass under a street lamp and the thing turns off. I'm beginning to wonder if I am just cursed this day.?. I finally get to sleep fighting off an asthma attack (which I haven't had one in close to 15 years). I got up at 5:30 this morning and walk another 2 miles in rainy, foggy, cold air to get to the school. Then I go and take the test and didn't do all that great. Oh well. And now I'm trying to figure out some research stuff...about ready to take a 12 guage to this computer, and then to jump my GEO off and drive it straight into a tree.

Hopefully I'll get the Mustang running today. I blew the hose between the EGR and the lower intake. Gonna be a b**ch to get to the clamp on the lower intake.

Whata day/night/day.

--nathan