Well most guys will understand when I say I've taken a blow to the nuts.... I called her up and she is out with her friends and won't be home tell late so I will have to wait tell tommorow to do this.... This sucks..... I'm angry at myself for not being able to do this but it's no ones fault. It blows the whole 13th day thing but I guess I'll do it tommorow, what ever comes out of it, comes out of it. Worst situation I still have my car, to bad it has no insurance so I can't go on a depression run. Either way thanks again, lesson I've relised, 18 years, 18 birthdays, 18 shitty days. My birthdays always suck, I usually argue with family, don't talk to anyone, never get something I asked for. It's my party and I'll cry if I want too.... but I choose to drink! Cheers to that. Actually I think I'm just goin' for a cruise with some friends. I need a smoke I'm freaking out, but I don't smoke. Well I am putting a end to the rambling... lol
Take Care All....
§am.
