[lx mike]

Well today at 11:00 got the call that nobody wants to get from my sister. she has been at hope hospice with our mother who has been fighting Cancer for 2 years now but it finaly started to get the best of her and she said that the time was getting close so i hauled *** there and have been there for 9 hours. they have her on morphine to help keep the pain down and she can't talk she just mumble but is alert and responds when we talk to her and turns her head when someone talk to her.

I feel so damn helpless. she always took care of me when i needed her and now that she needs me all i can do is sit there and watch her and hold her hand, tell her i love her.

so please take a a minute to say a prayer for us.