I know what ya're feeling, I get the same feeling always in me. I'm at the point now where I still want to live, I'm not going to kill myself, but I always question myself on what the meaning of life is. And what the future holds for me. I never understand so many things in life. I'm mostly depressed cause I need a girlfriend or something. lol Just cause I go to school and drive an hour by myself in traffic, I have no one to talk to, and then get to school, sit in class and pretty much don't talk to anyone, I am on brake and talk to no one really, just sit there on a computer to kill time, then go home drive another hour in traffic without talking to anyone, get home and pretty much do nothing without talking to anyone. It gets pretty depressing not having someone to talk to, I go out with friends but I also like having a girl to talk. I have lots of female friends, just I'm not that close with them. They are just to imature. But I always fine someone to talk too. I just go out and fine girls, they always seem to cheer me up.
Or I come on here for a good laugh. + all this cold weather is depressing too. Just hang in there bud, everything will be fine. I just try to stay possitive, and look forward to the future.
If ya want, just drop me a PM, or msg me on MSN.
Take it easy bud,
§am.