Eric,
Sorry things are sucking right now in your life. Don't you dare give up on it man. I'm gonna be honest and say that I don't know exactly what to say to you to make you feel better except give you my perspective on this: when things get tough for me, I cannot allow myself to consider ending it all-- not out of fear-- but out of rebellion against this disgusting thing that is pushing me to the edge. Quite simply, being the somewhat headstrong/rebellious type, I'd rather fight to the death then yield in submission. Moreover, for me, knowing that there is a God in heaven who loves me enough to send His Son to die for my wretched soul, in place of me, helps me to see this life/death thing from a different perspective. This is my sincere take on this and I know this is not usually the popular thing, but it is what sustains me. Feel free to PM me WHENEVER you want.
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351W-powered 1979 Ford Mustang Ghia notchback
'79 Video @ Idle
Stock 5.8L under 4" cowl 'glass hood, C4 w/ Transgo shift kit, Holley 750 cfm, Edelbrock Performer RPM intake; Fluidyne Al radiator, Flexalite 175 electric fan, 1 5/8" MAC shorty headers, FRPP Al driveshaft; S&W 6-point cage; 2.5" Off road H-pipe, 2-chamber Flowmasters, 8.8" Rear w/ 3.55s; Weld wheels (15x6;15x8), Front: 225/60/15, Rear: 275/50/15 Nitto NT 555R Drag Radials;
14 x 4” K&N X-stream air filter.
'92 GT (5-speed)
Small In Car Video
Stock 5.0L, 2-chamber Flowmasters, MAC CAI, Tri-Ax, Al pedals...
"Red, thou art my companion. Hasten now your quickened metamorphosis to Green that I may conquer all who dare abide there beside me. May they be left thither behind burnt black." ---Fox Body
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