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Originally posted by Skyman
Dan, I know your so right. And I know it. This is just so much to deal with, I have a grip 1/2 of the time, the other half I can't deal.
-sky
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Sky, live your life to the fullest and give your emotions some time to settle down. About 2 years ago, I was in the same boat as you so I have some clue as to what you're going through.
I can really relate with only having a grip on things half the time. What helped me the most was staying active and busy. It's easy to get down on yourself but alot of good can come of the situation. You already have a good idea of where and why the relationship went sour so take it as a lesson learned. If someday she returns to you, you'll know what problems to remedy so they don't happen again. If she doesn't return, you'll take that bit of wisdom and apply it to your next relationship so it doesn't fall victim to the same result.
I know things are tough right now but everything will work out for
your best interest. God has an amazing way of guiding you toward happiness when you think you're headed toward sadness/emptiness/lonliness. Just stay busy and keep living your life the best you can!
BTW: After being apart for over 2 years, I still have an enormous amount of love for my ex. Do I want to get back together with her? Yes. Am I still in love with her? Yes. Do I fret and worry about it everyday? No. I live my life each day without worrying about it and if our paths happen to cross once again, we'll continue on our journey together. If our paths do not cross, I accept it and wish her all the happiness and love in the world.
My advice to you would be to keep walking down your path. You do not know if Breanne's path will cross yours and you cannot control where her path meanders. The only thing you can do is continue walking down
your path and see where it leads you and who it leads you to. Take care and God bless.