Oh jesus christ! This coming from a woman who won't even drink caffeine. Two drinks is a drunk from your standpoint. So I snore.. I fart on occasion, I like to grap a tit.. never had a problem before.
I'm not making anything out to be bad, its the way it was. I was happy and you were not. In your words.. I kicked you out with no money and no car. The way it was.. I offered you $1500 if you wanted to go. You left with me begging you to stay.
You have to remember, you looked me straight in the face and told me that you were completely miserable and that I was the most horrible mistake you ever made. So... I told you if you were miserable then you should leave. Far be it for me to make someone miserable. I guess the 5 days a week you hardly saw me, working nights and all, was kinda rough on you. I guess the new truck and the $380 a month was very limiting to your lifestyle, I guess. I still don't get it..
I really don't know what you were wanting out of me. I did all I could. You say you were depressed but I really can't figure out why. You didn't have to work or do anything really.. I handed you everything on a platter and now you bitch about it.
I took you to Sea World, Universal Studios, Silver Springs, Cherokee, Gatlinburg(twice), St. Augustine.. I swear, you had it rough.
The only reason I agree to go to a therapist with you was because I told you I would only go if the therapist was a psychiatrist. You need help. That therapist wasn't a psychiatrist but she saw that there was a serious problem. Cut this short...
I told you not to bring these problems here. All I had to do was explain the situation and you would be crucified but you persist.. I know the people on this board and they are a sharp bunch, to put it lightly.
I am done!
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