Ahhh, what a subject. Just in time too!
The Lizard Queen was due last Sunday. We are waiting day to day for this kid to come, every morning I wake up I wonder if today is the day I will meet my son. This was not a planned birth, but it is not a bad shock.
All my life, I have not wanted any kids. I have no patience, and I care to much about my toys. I'm selfish, selfish... everything is about me and for me, if not I'm not interested.
Well since I met Genn 4 years ago, I have learned to live with someone and started really loving someong, not lusting or entertaining myself with another person, but really enjoying her presence, and share her stories, memories and life.
Since then, my opinion about having kids has changed. I don't know if I'm ready for this, I know it is not going to be a problem, and I do know that the Mustang is gonna have to come fourth, after the kid, my wife and my company. I'm 25 and she is 21. We do not have a house, and I can not upgrade the car because of that.
But that's ok, we are creating life, and we are going to have our own little selves walking around soon. I can't wait to meet my son, Julien.
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