It's true this is the perfect post. Well as you all know now, I was suppose to have this baby last weekend. Now everyday is long and hard to bare because I want this little baby sobad. It was wuite a shock to find out that I now had to raise a child to have good moral and etical values, polite and a 1000 more things. I always knew I wanted kids but never thought this early in my life.
I am now happier then ever to know that I will share this precious moment with the lizard King. I want to give him a son that will be his little grease monkey, that will love his toys. I don't think anyone should be pushed into the decision but when you find that one person you love more then anything, sharing a life just seems right. I wouldn't change this baby, even 9 months ago. With anyone else I would have been sad but with Seb I really want this.
I think when you met the right person and you've done everything, babies/kids add great things to a relationship. Yes they are hard work but there is nothing like seeing or feeling your own flesh do something incredible.
I think it's true, in a couple of years you'll change your mind. Remember the avarage age for babies is now like 30 and over. You still have lots of time to be selfish.
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Genn
Borrowing Mustang GT 2000 but still pulled a 14.4
The evil wife of Lizard King
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