I know how this goes, I've been through it all before. I remember your first post on the last problem you had with her and I said things I don't think you wanted to hear back then. I won't say I told you so - but you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make her drink. It hurts....I know. Time will make it easier to get through (don't bother w/ listening to sad rock-ballads....it'll just get you upset all over again. Trust me, the only thing that will really help is jumping into the sack w/ as many hot/big-breasted women as you can get your hands......I've been there, I know
Good luck Batman!