I don't know man, I took my stang out for a drive like it's never seen before. The blue 88 had seen it, but not since I got the white 87 two years and some change ago.
When all was said and done I could smell the oil burning, tires, clutch, and the brakes. Forgot what all that rush stuff was about. Also remembered back when I quadrupled the speed limit a couple times. Never had a chance for the quintuple (although it for some reason seems I did) I guess it's a case of the older I get the faster I was?
Stopped by an old friends house tonight. Couldn't talk much, his g/f was hangin out and all.
As far as not making the cut, I really didn't. Doesn't matter why as far as I can tell. End result stays the same and thats what counts. I've always been the loner of my group of friends. Or what used to be my friends. Many of them have paired off and disappeared. The couple that haven't are trying to, or I've lost touch with them. Over the last year I've gone out with a lot of girls, well over the first couple months of the last year, but this girl is awesome. That's why I can't talk with her anymore. I'll hang on again, and I can't do that this time. It hurt so much last time. Not sleeping (like I'll be doin tonight), not eating.
I tried my *** off this time. Doesn't matter. I'm just an internet guy.
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