[Stang_Crazy]

OK, here it goes...I'm drunk so it may not make sense at times but I'll try.

I met my girlfriend through my sister over two years ago. It was the summer after I graduated high school and I was looking forward to my senior trip to Myrtle Beach with my friends. My family was going to Myrtle for our family vacation and my friends thought it might be a good idea to meet me down there for a week and a half. My sister got to take a friend with her and chose Coral (my girlfriend). The day before we were supposed to leave, my sister says Coral had been having dreams about me. Dreams about us "hooking up". Before this, I haden't said more than a couple words to Coral. Just "Hi" here and there.

So when we get to the beach, I kinda take the initiative and start talkign to Coral. We talk all day and hang out. I got rediculously drunk the first night and she (Coral) thought it was funny to see me drunk. Over the next week, we spent everyday together and spent the nights together (we never had sex, we just fooled around) We decided to date after about a week of "talking".

We got back from the beach in late August and I had to leave for school in a week. Coral and I spent everyday together for the next week. Finally the day came when I had to leave for school. She was worried that I would find another girl up at school but i told her that she was the one for me. We stayed together.

Around November (3 months into the school year) I get a call from her. She is crying and I ask what's wrong. She says that she just went to the movies with a guy that she met. She said that they didn't kiss or anything and that he dropped her off right after the movie. I felt bad that she was crying and just brushed it off. She had just went on a date with another guy. That was STRIKE ONE.

The next year and a half went by fast with hardly any problems. This past July, Coral was going to Ocean City beach with some friends (6 or 7 girls and 6 or 7 guys). I didn't go with her. When she got back I would hear stories about her "hooking up" with a guy that she went down with. I asked the guy over AIM. I asked if he "had" my girl. He said "f****** right I did". I haven't seem him after that but I probably will tomorrow night at a party. HAHA That was STRIKE TWO.

A month after the above crap happened, I find out from a friend that she (Coral) is seeing another guy behind my back. I ask her and she says it's not true. I ask the dude and he says they have been "talking" for about a week. That was STRIKE THREE.

That's three strikes. But I'm still with her. But now it's different. She doesn't appreciate the things that I do for her. We always fight. It's just not the same as it was in the beginning.

I just want to start over. If I had a new girl and did the things for her that I do for Coral, I would make her melt. But at the same time, I don't want to be alone. I hate being alone and not having anyone to talk to.

The worst part about all of this is that I lost all my friends though these events. I don't talk to any of them anymore. So I don't even have "the guys" to go out with.

I admire anyone who took the time to read about my messed up life. Please give advise if you have any becasue I'm so confused right now I don't know what to do. Should I stay or should I go?