Left with no choice. . . .

[1969Mach1]

Ok this is just a vent and I dunno what anyone wants to say, I sit in a cube all day and I need to vent.
Ok way back in March I found out my g/f liked this guy, she called him sexxy and cute and yummy and said how she liked him. Yadayadayada. Anywho I broke up with her because of it, it really hurt what she wrote. They used to work together a movie theater, and one day I went to go see him just to talk to him and maybe try to figure out what the hell was going on here, so I tried talking to him and he acted like an ******* and wouldn't talk to me and just kept walking away when I tried talking to him, which just left my g/f telling me to leave him alone and me exploding and just took off. Anyway we got back together after a month and she said this was all over and it ment nothing and things were fine. Being the forgiving guy that I am I took her back and things have been fine since. Although he's come back in the scene, he tried going over to her house acouple weeks ago but couldn't find it, but emailed her and such saying he was coming down to see her (it's only like a 10 minute drive from each others house) so yeh the story goes on. Anyway I find a way threw my to much spare time an using little of great knowledge of computers to get her outgoing emails to this guy, so I always have a chance to see what she is writting (I know it's not right but I just want to know what is going on. Yeh I know I know I shouldn't be doing it but I want to know my condition of relationship). She told me that he emailed her awhile back and it was no big deal although it kinda brought back memories. so anyway I was talking to her today and she said he came to see her at work (he quit) and stuff and said that was the first time she talked to him in awhile although I know she's been emailing him a few times and invited him to come watch her soccer game this week (the only week I couldn't make it to her game). So now I'm on his website message board and this guy thinks I'm great I'm talking back and forth as an annon. person. Now get this, this guy has a V8 Mustang GT his mom just bought for him, and he's got a '70 Mustang Mach 1 428CJ. Now I feel totally in the shitter with my g/f. This guy has everything that I have and 10x better. a 428. God damit, I about snapped and bought a blower for my car today cause that pissed me off. So now I'm left with the option of trying to be this guys friend again. I told him we had to meet. So I'm going to get my g/f, my mustang and meet this guy with his mustang in a place. Tell netiher of them about what's going on and we'll see what the hell happens. Cause right now I'm going to blow up and explode. What is everyone's opinion. Sorry I'm wired, I'm so tired, this is driving me crazy and I just keep typing and typing. Be this guys friend or what? Ohh.. and he does have a g/f so I think I'm safe with my g/f. Look for my other thread I'm starting too.....

Thanks for reading and if you post a reply thanks.

Crazed and Confused
§am.