Very Sad X-Mas for my Family

[bri32z]

This morning I awoke to a phone call at 5am. It was my mother. She told me my grandmother died this morning around 4. I tried my hardest to enjoy christmas with my children but I was just too sad. I know will have to drive 12hrs to my old home in South FL to go to the funeral. I try not to cry but it is hard not to. My grandmother and I were VERY close. She was the one I always called for personal advice. Being an older man (35) I thought I could handle my grandmother passing without loosing it. But that is not the case. I can not stop hearing her voice and remebering her ever so awakening smile. She was such of a sweetie. So to those of you out there that do not talk much to their grandparents I advise that you do so and tell them that you love them. I sure will miss her. She will no longer suffer, she is in a better place now.