Well After 3 yrs 11 Months Looks like I'm Single Again.

silver_pilate · 10-17-2001, 04:35 PM

Man, after reading all of these posts I am freakin' depressed.

I can't say I know how you feel, but I can take a good guess. I've been through some similar stuff...."Oh man, she's got to be the one..." Oh freakin' well. I know what that's all like.

I remember back when I started undergrad. I met the "perfect girl". Of course after an entire year of being used, led on, and hurt, I found out that she wasn't all that great after all. I wasted one of the potentially best years of my life chasing after the wind. I know exactly how you feel about not wanting to hurt anyone and doing anything you can for someone. That's what it was like with her. Unfortunately, she dragged me along like a little bi*ch all the way up until the point that she got pregnant by her "ex" so that he would marry her. I still can't stand that bastard prick. He treated her like **** and she begged for more. I think if I saw him now, 5 years later, I'd still have the urge to push his nose through his cerebelum.

Anyway, that taught me a very valuable life lesson. Nobody will ever be all that you think they are. As it turns out, everybody is just a screwed up as everybody else. I don't think that there is that "perfect girl" out there. In fact, I know there isn't. That being said, I do know that there is a woman out there that I can love the rest of my life and that will love me the rest of mine...a woman who will trust and whom I can trust. Someone to share life with. It won't be perfect, but it will be for life. I'm sick of looking at the most incredible sunsets on the face of the earth and looking around for someone to share it with and not having anyone other than God to tell about it (don't get me wrong, that's great, but God created man with a yearning for human companionship...I'm just waiting to have that filled).

After that little bout of sharing, I'll tell you to hang in there. It sucks now, and it will for a while. But it WILL get better. Sure there will be times when it really sucks, but just live life, man. In the mean-time, with all the extra money you're saving, work on your car. That's what hobbies are all about...distraction.

Sure, I feel sucky after writing all of this and remembering back, but it's ok. My throttle body should be delivered today

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God bless, man.

--nathan

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10-17-2001, 04:35 PM	#21
silver_pilate DURKA DURKA!! Join Date: Sep 1997 Location: Lubbock, TX...(TX panhandle) Posts: 1,418	Man, after reading all of these posts I am freakin' depressed. I can't say I know how you feel, but I can take a good guess. I've been through some similar stuff...."Oh man, she's got to be the one..." Oh freakin' well. I know what that's all like. I remember back when I started undergrad. I met the "perfect girl". Of course after an entire year of being used, led on, and hurt, I found out that she wasn't all that great after all. I wasted one of the potentially best years of my life chasing after the wind. I know exactly how you feel about not wanting to hurt anyone and doing anything you can for someone. That's what it was like with her. Unfortunately, she dragged me along like a little bich all the way up until the point that she got pregnant by her "ex" so that he would marry her. I still* can't stand that bastard prick. He treated her like **** and she begged for more. I think if I saw him now, 5 years later, I'd still have the urge to push his nose through his cerebelum. Anyway, that taught me a very valuable life lesson. Nobody will ever be all that you think they are. As it turns out, everybody is just a screwed up as everybody else. I don't think that there is that "perfect girl" out there. In fact, I know there isn't. That being said, I do know that there is a woman out there that I can love the rest of my life and that will love me the rest of mine...a woman who will trust and whom I can trust. Someone to share life with. It won't be perfect, but it will be for life. I'm sick of looking at the most incredible sunsets on the face of the earth and looking around for someone to share it with and not having anyone other than God to tell about it (don't get me wrong, that's great, but God created man with a yearning for human companionship...I'm just waiting to have that filled). After that little bout of sharing, I'll tell you to hang in there. It sucks now, and it will for a while. But it WILL get better. Sure there will be times when it really sucks, but just live life, man. In the mean-time, with all the extra money you're saving, work on your car. That's what hobbies are all about...distraction. Sure, I feel sucky after writing all of this and remembering back, but it's ok. My throttle body should be delivered today . God bless, man. --nathan ------------------ '91 GT, Built 306, Wolverine 1087 cam, ported Windsor Jr. Irons, and all the goodies...click the link to the left to see a full list of my mods... Tried and True 302 Being Built to Outrun You! --Texas Panhandle-- _ _ l ~-- \ , *_}