Sometimes its hard to know what to do

[stng87]

Wow, I dont really know what I did wrong to deserve all this recent bad luck. It all seemed to start the morning of june 14th when it came to my knowledge that the night before my mom died who was only 49. I was the last one to hear or talk to her. Two days later i ended up getting let go from my job as a bouncer in Aneheim after I got into a fight with another bouncer. It wouldnt have been so bad but I just couldnt seem to go light on him. He spent the night in the ER, and I had to have surgery on my fists the next day.
After getting back from the other side of the country for my mom's funeral services (ton of money), I had some luck and got another bouncing job close to my appt. But 2 days later I lost that one because it was a slow Sunday and everyone decited to get me drunk as an initiation they said, but the next day word got out about it and they all basically decited to let me take the fall. That night, my aunt called and told me that my grandmother on my moms side died.
The next day my college baseball coach told me that he wanted to keep me only for pitching, which i dont want. So I have to start all over somewhere else, probably closer to L.A.,after a year of sacrafices here for this team. And Damnn, thats the only reason Im here anyway, for baseball.
And now I am going to have to sleep in the stang statring next month because I cant get on the lease with a friend because i was in an appt. with 4 other guys that got evicted last spring. It doesnt matter that I had excellent rental history before the last place, they just look at the bad. So i dont really know what the he11 to do except to just keep going. I could live with my GF but you know how that is, i just would rather not. Id rather make my one way ya know.
But I do still have my health, a good GF, the stang, my goals and some hope left so thats good but damnn is life ever testing me.
And i need new o2 sensors