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Hang in there...things will get better someday I hope [/B][/QUOTE]
Thank you for your reply. I am hoping and praying things do get better. My husband will not even talk to me. I have stop trying to speak with him. Every time I speak to him, he insults me and tells me how it is all my fault. I believe he is doing this to make himself feel better about the fact that he just wants out and has changed his mind about marriage. The marriage is over and I understand that. People tell me that he didn't even give it a chance and i should be glad that it ended before children were involve. I believe in marriage. I feel that we both failed and did not give it a chance. He had pre-existing ideas of what marriage is suppose to be. You can't put ideals on situatutions and people. Like I have said over and over, and to myself, he doesn't love me and never did and he doesn't want to be married. Next week he is going to Bike week, so I am sure that he will be taking his new girlfriend, or if not will find a play thing. I plan to give myself some time to get over this. I have always made it a policy to not get involve with someone else when i still care for someone. I don't like to hurt people. He, on the other hand is only thinking about one thing he must take care of and that is it. he doesn't trust women at all. I am trying to move on with my life. I have a few things going on that will occupant my mind and help me to forget him. He has obviously forgotten me. i envy him the way he can turn his feelings off. I know that I am a good woman and one day I will meet someone who will appreciate the good and the bad in me. He will love me and not expect me to be what he wants and nothing more. At this point, I am trying hard to make myself move on with my life. he reads this site, so i imaging he is even more mad at me than he was before. Talking this out has helped me. I am sorry you are going through alot also. If you need to talk, I can be a friend and listen...