Bestill my beating heart. Me and Firebird Girl got off to a good start!

[Mercury]

I wasnt drunk, just not in top form. I didnt like the fact that I drove home either. But staying was kinda out of the question, I would of called my family and told them but it was like 2 in the morning before I even thought about it. They would have killed me.

I dont plan on driving home like that either. Red, Loud, Fast, Mustang, and achol dont mix at all. I'm sorry guys that I let you down in that aspect. Thats the first time thats happened. I just lost track of time and wine.

If I felt that I was going to endanger someone, or myself, or my car, I would of taken the beating from my family Sunday, and crashed to the girls place. I know judgement is impared when achol is introduced to the brain. I proved to myself first that I was able to drive home. I dont want to risk anyone elses life because of me.

I cant wait till after Christmass. I wont see her again till Jan 5th. She's going to visit family in Canada, and I'm going to PA. She's leaving Monday. I cant wait to see her again. Thank you THank you THank you Thank you lord.