g/f and I broke up

[1969Mach1]

Sorry to hear that bud, I'm 17 as well and I broke up with my g/f 2 weeks ago today, we went out for 7 months. I had good suspicion she liked another guy. I couldn't handle it anymore; I was so mentally broken down, that night that I got the last clue that made me think that. I made it home in 8 minutes which doing the speed limit and getting every green takes about 20-25. I was driving around 180km in an 80 zone for a good time; I smoked some stupid little ricer. Honestly it seemed like nothing mattered that night. I am slowly getting over the situation. We are still friends but the day we broke up I left in like 8 hours for Quebec (another province) with my school. Let's just say I drank myself stupid and partied like crazy which helped get my mind off it but it was still always there. It isn't easy, cause we are still friends but we also broke up cause we always fight and the same thing still goes on. I've come to relies this was a lesson in life, obviously she isn't the girl for me, I will move on, I will love again. I know man it hurts, and real bad. Just look at the bigger picture, look ahead, things will only get better. Here is a quote for you but can be used by all.

"LOVE is a risk. Sometimes you win, and sometimes you lose. Whether it's right or wrong, misery or joy, love doesn’t have any space for mistakes--only lessons."

And yeh I know driving fast helps to bad my stang has no seats and there is snow on the ground or she'd be out there. But when I'm feeling down I go start her up in the garage and just pretend like I'm driving. Makes me forget about all my problems.

Take Care Bud,
§am.