Left with no choice. . . .

[1969Mach1]

I wrote that when I was in a really crazy state. She never went out with this guy, she only liked him while we went out. And I believe she may still like him. And she wants to do stuff with him and he wants to do stuff with her they just never have time to do stuff together.
And trust me I do put alot of my time into my relationship. I work around the clock keeping this relationship alive. I talk to her like 2-3 hours on the phone. I drive to go see her (she does not drive) I pick her up from work sometimes if she has no ride, she comes over for dinner, we do everything together. If this guy never showed up our relationship could last a lifetime but it's this guy who worries me and she worries me. Yes I am very insecure, I worry alot especially when someone I love and care for very much and has spent my last 13 months with liked and could possibly still like another guy. I know it's hard to grasp the concept, but imagin you have a g/f or even if you want to take your wife. Put it like this, she has a guy friend at work. She tells him Your really sexxy and hot and yummy (she uses the word yummy?!?!) and you stumble appon this and inform her of it and she tells you it's nothing. Would you not be bothered? I know I'm crazy, and I admit it. I love my g/f and I will fight to keep her tell I reliese it's a fight that there I won't leave winning.

§am.