After 4.5years she left me with no notice...

[Skyman]

Kell, your so right man. And I know and see all those things, and I had a long talk with her mom last night, and she sees all those things too. Shes tried to wake breanne up to the facts but she just doesnt want to hear it right now, she needs to sort things out on her own. Its just so hard walking away and lettings go. We still have to deal with taking apart and moving out of our house and decieding whats mine and whats hers. At this point Im severing contact with her, as its just too much pain. Your my best friend that Ive never met haha, I'll talk to you more online soon.

We had a counseling session this morning where I laid all my feelings on the table, and she did too, and what she wants isnt me. Shes really got to find out who she is, and who I am seeing now is not a person i want. I want so badly for her to be I want her to be, but that just isnt her now. Its so difficult, but I do see the light at the end of the tunnel, I just want to get to that end quickly.

-Sky