I never ever thought it would happen

[Capri306]

I have so many mixed feelings. I feel betrayed, I feel like I was with a fake person.

Goddamn, let me join this club! Looks like we'll be joining the party up at Lonely-Man's Peak together. I just broke up with my girlfriend of 2 months yesterday. I just asked her to be honest how she feels about 'us', and she tells me she just wants to be alone right now...guess you can tell where it went from there. Then she asks me if I'm going to be mad at her. I wanted to say, "um, are you f*cking stupid? NO $HIT!!!" I punched a ******' hole in my wall after that, and drank half my bottle of rum. Yeah, yeah, alcohol isn't the answer, but I drink SO INfrequently I don't see anything wrong with it. My best friend came over and we basically drove all over God's creation just to chill out. Thank God I have friends like that. I feel I was SO led on...dammit. My relationships are either all or nothing, none of this half-assed bull$hit...I should've known.

Sky, I've never been in such a relationship where it was just cut off like that, kinda like a dog getting neutered without painkillers. I can't even imagine how you feel right now. All I can say is we're feeling your pain too (seems at least most of us guys on the 'board here are going through similar relationship break-ups), and just to come here and talk about it, if not with your friends at home. We're here for ya.

The pain & stuff will last for a while. Believe me, I've felt it. Fortunately, time heals all wounds, and this is no exception. Take care.

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Capri306, Moderator, The Mustang Works Online
"PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN!!!"