Why am I such a Glutton for Punishment

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Being alone was a big fear for me at one time too. After a relationship gone bad I was alone for a couple years. In the beginning it was the worst time of my life. But after awhile I realized it had made me a better, more responsible person.

During this two year period I was not only without a relationship, I was without friends and even family. I learned how to take care of myself, occupy myself when I started to feel depressed, and did a lot of soul searching. After being alone for two years the very next relationship I had was with the girl I knew I was going to marry, and so I did. It was and still is the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I know if it weren't for the fact I had spent that time alone I don't think I would be married now. Hell, I wouldn't even have a Mustang.

Don't be afraid of being alone Merc. You need to grasp it. Face your fears for awhile and see what happens. In the end it will all work out.