Is it me? Or do you Guys have the same problem? (Girls can help me on this too)

[1969Mach1]

Thats good advice man thanks. The thing is she knows how I feel, and she won't tell me the truth if she is lieing. I know that, cause she may not see it as a bad thing. Like I doubt they are going out and making out but they are pretty much like flirting with each other but she won't see it that way. Yeh 5 months but it feels like years. I know I'd be happier with her then without her but I think I'd be even happier with someone else. It hurts alot to say that. I do everything to keep this relationship going. My g/f is 3 years younger then me and I'm only 17. Yeah I know I've taken alot of abuse about the age difference but it doesn't bother me cause it doesn't even occure to me when we are together. And she lives 15km away (9 miles) and I drive to go see her 99% of the time, I buy her gifts, I send her a email like almost everyday, I send her cards. I do everything for her and never complain because of doing it. I do it from my heart cause I care for her but it just starts to hurt when the feeling isn't coming back.