Well After 3 yrs 11 Months Looks like I'm Single Again.

[Mercury]

Well me and my Girlfriend of 3 years and 11 months seemed to have grown apart or something.

We havent talked for 5 days, no e-mails no nothing. We argued and she said something that really hurt my feelings.

Me and her have done nothing but argue for the last 10 months. Seemed like things werent going to get any better. But over the last few weeks things seemed to be getting better. We seemed to be a little more understanding of one another, THEN BLAM.

Another Fight. I've had it with fighting. What good is a relationship if you get in a fight every week.

I really miss her though, and Love her. But things just dont seem to mesh well with us anymore.

I wish I understood it, that is Life and Love, but no one does. I keep telling my self "Things will change" and I try, but they never change.

She doesnt trust me one bit. I have never cheated on anyone. Never will. When ever she doesnt want to hear something, she automatically acuses me of lying. I just dont have the energy anymore to fight it and keep us together.

Some of you all might remember how I had alot of problems with my relationship a while back. I think I'm going to take most of you alls advice and just let things go and walk away.

Although I'll be walking away sobbing.

Most of you all might not care, but it was just something I needed to get off my chest. Though I dont feel one bit better.