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[kiku2sleep]

Originally posted by Latin Mustang
Thanks you guys, that really helps, I really though still can't get her out of my head and out of my heart, she's in my thoughts right now it's like shes controlling my emotions. She means everything to me and she always will. To me she had the heart of gold and she still does. I will always love her but I know I must let go but it will be hard and sometimes I wish I can just curl up and die, because without her I feel like I'm nothing.

It's hard, we have all went through it, we all got over it and your situation is not any different. She will not always mean everything to you, I promise. I have said the same thing before, and now I look back and just laugh. About the whole curling up and dieing because you are nothing with out her attitude. No girl will want you with that attitude. Seriously before you can be happy in a relationship and make one work you must 1st be happy with yourself, your life, and being single. After that you see things clearly.

Like my dad always told me….
Life is like a shilznit sandwich. Every day you take a bite. Some days you take 2 bites, some days you take a bit out of someone else’s.